12/26/12

Dear Friend,
I don't have much to stay I'm out of touch and out of love. I think I forgot my friends birthday if we even call each other that anymore I don't know. I really miss her but what can you do? Friends come, friends go. I'm on break right now so I feel even more alone. I hate work but I need to keep working so I can stay at Palmetto. I don't know what I would do if I had to leave my friends. And finally I bought Ed Sheerans CD today it is really nice and reminds me of you.
-Love Always Mitchell

12/21/12

Dear Friend,
End of the world? Feels like it, can Christmas come already? Off to Disney today and I'm actually looking forward to it other than my step family coming with me. I get to see "snow" again though! If you didn't shoot yourself last may you could come with me. But that's ok I really miss you.
-Love Always Mitchell

12/13/12

Dear Friend,
This week I don't want to end, mostly because I don't want to go to work. Sad I know what kid doesn't look forward to the weekend. But I can't help it thats the time I have work and I'm alone to think about the bad things in life and make me sad. I really need to Open my eyes to the good but its hard when I'm alone.
-Love Always Mitchell

12/5/12

Dear Friend,
      Today I'm going to use a couple quotes for my writing, first "When your'e 15 and someone tells you they love you you're gonna believe it" but people change their minds. And its true but try not to fall in love because I have been taught that everything that falls gets broken. The second quote is "People come, people go, life doesn't stop for anybody." This is also true because friends that we have in high school and people we date rarely ever go on with us in life. I'm almost 100% however we would be together after school.
     -Love always Mitchell

11/29/12

Dear friend,
It's the end of the month and I feel like no time has gone by. The new change however is who I like. I like this boy named Gavinn he isn't the most attractive person but I think he is cute. He always stares at me and I really like that because it could mean he kind of likes me. This makes me smile because I really like him I've never actually talked to him but I've heard him talk (I know, I know creepy) but I can't help it he just drags me in. People keep telling me I should talk to him but I I'm scared too. I guess all I need is "20 seconds of insane courage" to talk to him and just do it hey it might even get me a boyfriend.
-Love always Mitchell

11/21/12

Dear Friend,

      "White lips, pale face, Breathing in snowflakes, Burnt lungs, sour taste, Light's gone, day's end, Struggling to pay rent, Long nights, strange men." I feel like I am walking through a snowstorm and I can't find the way out. I can tell people are getting tired of my problems but I keep telling them as if someone cares. At the end of the day I guess the only person you have is yourself right? Least that's what I am told I know if you were here you would have better advice.

                                                                -Love always Mitchell

11/18/12

Dear friend,
      Just let it all go. I'm alone again and I'm not just feeling alone I'm actually alone. Yes I have friends but most I can't trust like I can you. I wish you were back so I could get. I wish I could just bottle up my problems in a ballon and just let go but I can't because I keep it all inside. I really wish I kept to my promise of writing you every week but it's hard right now because of my job and trying to spend time with my nom so she will let me stay at my high school. If I have to leave I will have no friends and be that kid who sits alone at lunch and I can't be that because I will cry. But on a better note happy Thanksgiving enjoy your turkey up in the sky.
                                                     -Love always Mitchell

11/8/12

Dear Friend,
      New month, new president, new marriage legal, new everything but same old me. I have been feeling really alone these days sorry I am a little late in writing to you this week been busy. But I guess not that busy because I have been on Tumblr and things I know what can I say obsessed. Sometimes though I feel like internet people are the only ones there for me when I down. Well God to but someones I think he gets tired of my problems which I know is untrue but I still think it. "These are dark times Mr. Potter, there is no denying." I am not really sure why I chose that quote just then maybe because I do feel like our country is a mess right now and I am one too but needless to say I miss you more and more each day.

 -Love always Mitchell

                                                   

10/30/2012

Dear Friend,
      Life that's all I have to say it's always stressful especially these days I got a new job and today was the first day. I am also starting volunteering for Tidewell Hospice. Through this I have my home life and school to deal with but I think I can pull it off just forget about my social life. If you were here I would have someone to share these events with. But you're not but I don't blame you for this because well it wasn't your choice to leave it was Gods but that's also fine because when I am done with life I will be with you. Oh and tomorrow is Halloween so I suppose Happy Halloween miss you.

-Love Always Mitchell

10/25/12

Dear Friend,

Today was a stressful day and I don't have much to say but I promised once a week so this is a my failed attempt at writing to you this week but here it goes. Today I had my first HOSA conference that was embarrassing because I had the wrong outfit on. Then I went to get fingerprinted so I can volunteer with Hospice and my grandma yelled at me the whole way fun.. Then we went to my sisters soccer game and that was really awesome because I love to see her do what she loves. But overall it is awesome because its my role models birthday KATY PERRY!!!!! ahh I love her soo much.

Love always -Mitchell

   

10/20/2012

Dear Friend,
       These are confusing times in life. I can't tell if my mom is happy or just given up, Does true love exist? I don't know if it even does for me right now. Every option I ever have is always taken from me. I don't know how love works or how God plans it to work but I really do hope I find it someday even if that day isn't for a long time. I feel like i'm living in a mirror everything always turns around on me and I don't know how much more I can take you led me on dropped me and here we are again. You told me you liked me, you tell me you want me, but if you really wanted me you would chase me wouldn't you? I want to sit out in the night time with that one person and just watch the moon well waves crash the shore. Sometimes we don't get what we want. I don't know I hope where ever you are friend, that you love someone and never leave because that's what we all want and what we thrive on. This crazy stupid thing called Love.

-Love always Mitchell

100 Things about me

Thing I love in Life:

1. I love God
2. I love Katy Perry
3. I love the Ocean
4. I love Colton Haynes
5. I love Fall
6. I love Tigers
7. I love Pretty Little Liars
8. I want a Tattoo
9. I am Gay
10. I am always lost in thought
11. I love Niall Horan
12. I am obsessed with big cities
13. I love Degrassi
14. I love the New Normal
15. I love Logan Lerman
16. I love the Hunger Games
17. Roses are my favorite flower
18. French Fries are my favorite food
19. Vans are my favorite shoes
20. I love Allstar Weekend
21. I love Marina and the Diamonds
22. I love Taylor Swift
23. I love Finding Nemo
24. I love surfing
25. I love Disney World
26. I love Blue eyes
27. I love Art
28. I love Batman
29. I love Captain America
30. I love Zac Efron
31. I love Perks of Being a Wallflower
32. I love Paris
33. I love Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends
34. I love Ke$ha
35. I love Ariana Grande
36. I love Glee
37. I love Harry Potter
38. My favorite color is blue
39. I love Percy Jackson
40. I love Ray Bands
41. I love Jack and Finn Harries
42. I love the Wanted
43. I love Fireworks
44. I love Megan Fox
45. I love Teen Wolf
46. I love the Olympics
47. I love California
48. I love London
49. Jenna Marbles is my role model
50. I love Emma Stone
51. I love Channing Tatum
52. I love Pixar
53. I love Rollar Coasters
54. I love Rome
55. I love Christmas Lights
56. I love Plaid
57. Lockhart Brownlie is my favorite dancer
58. My favorite movies are We bought a Zoo, Letters to Juliet, Perks of Being a Wallflower
59. I'm a dog person
60. I'm a dreamer
61. I love snapbacks
62. I love bracelets
63. I love Ice Cream
64. Bow Ties are sexy
65. I love Nicki Minaj
66. I love Volleyball
67. Watching the Sun Set
68. I love Summer
69. I want to go to a boarding school
70. I love Tumblr
71. I love Twitter
72. I love Starbucks
73. I love quotes
74. I love the way the sun shines through the trees
75. I love making 11:11 wishes
76. I love Boy Bands
77. I love Switched at Birth
78. I love Awkward
79. I love Sports cars
80. I love Ferris Wheels
81. I love Sea Turtles
82. I love Beau Mirchoff
83. I love drawing in the sand
84. I love music
85. I love Rihanna
86. I love Dolphins
87. I love Fireflys
88. I love Sparklers
89. I love Rain
90. I love Sail Boats
91. I love the Fair
92. I love Venice
93. I love Balloons
94. I love the Sound of Waves crashing on the shore
95. I love Hugs
96. I love Converse
97. I love dancing
98. I love singing
99. I love holding hands
100. I love being me.

10/7/12

Dear friend.,

     Today I went and saw the movie that inspired me to create this blog. I read the book and It's my favorite book so I decided I would go see the movie and my favorite actor Logan Lerman is in it so that was a bonus. The movie is called The Perks of Being a Wallflower, I love the word wallflower because it means someone who see things and keeps quiet about them and understands. The movie got me thinking about things like "I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. My life is a mess from the home but when I leave this place I will start a new and become something amazing. and feel Infinite.

-Love always Mitchell

10/2/12

Dear Friend,

Hello October though it isn't the same as it is up north its still my favorite month because I can start to wear hoodies everyday and everyone just seems a little closer during fall time. I love Halloween and I love little things like decorating and eating those little Pillsbury cookies with the ghosts and pumpkins on them. I think I'll try to carve my pumpkin into something like the Mockingjay from the Hunger Games this year I don't know though still deciding. This will be the first year I'm not trick or treating but I think it will still rock. I don't know I am just really excited for it as always. Well its about time for me to go eat dinner home made chicken noodle yum :) Grams specialty. 

-Love always Mitchell

9/28/2012

Dear Friend,

I want this so bad I finally decided who I want. I choose Courtland he is so sweet and makes me smile and  just makes me happy. I know I told you this would happen the whole High School Kid depressed then becomes a new but I don't know what to tell you because its what happens in my life. Can I say I'm complaining no I can't because love is what everyone wants we all want someone to love and to call ours and I hope everyone in life can find that person who makes them happy by just being themselves.

-Love always Mitchell

9/17/12

     Dear Friend,

      Today was a confusing day I don't know if it was the fact that I feel so alone or that no one was here. I walk the halls and the smile never leaves my face when I'm with people but the truth is it's a different feeling to smile and fake it rather than feel happy. I know I know the High school kid depressed because they are alone then ends up finding love. What can I say I live a stereotypical High school life. But if these kind of stories entertain you then here it is my High School story.

   

The confusion started in the morning I did my usual routine, get out of the car and walk into school and stood with my friends. I looked around seeing the same familiar faces. I walked to first period by myself and sat in class just waiting for the period to be over Mr. Mullins my history teacher was teaching the battle of Bunker Hill and talking about Manatees. All I could get in my head however was Jake talking to me in 6th Period. The day went on like this all day until lunch when the boy who likes me sat next to me and lunch and kept glancing at me, I wondered if I was on his mind like Jake was on mine. This really confused me, why should I care? I like Jake why would I care what other people thought of me? I guess its the fact that he is the first person who actually liked me? I don't really know but I kind of like it. When I got to the last class of the day I walked in and sat next to Carley and Jake walked in I smiled and grinned at him. Nothing really just a casual walk by from him. But I didn't really think anything of it till now. We were in teams and created a mannequin and Jake kept making me laugh and smile then we got to take a picture together and now I can't wait for it to be posted. The bell rang and everyone went home I drove and the events of the day crossed my mind the whole way home.
 -Love always Mitchell