11/29/12

Dear friend,
It's the end of the month and I feel like no time has gone by. The new change however is who I like. I like this boy named Gavinn he isn't the most attractive person but I think he is cute. He always stares at me and I really like that because it could mean he kind of likes me. This makes me smile because I really like him I've never actually talked to him but I've heard him talk (I know, I know creepy) but I can't help it he just drags me in. People keep telling me I should talk to him but I I'm scared too. I guess all I need is "20 seconds of insane courage" to talk to him and just do it hey it might even get me a boyfriend.
-Love always Mitchell

11/21/12

Dear Friend,

      "White lips, pale face, Breathing in snowflakes, Burnt lungs, sour taste, Light's gone, day's end, Struggling to pay rent, Long nights, strange men." I feel like I am walking through a snowstorm and I can't find the way out. I can tell people are getting tired of my problems but I keep telling them as if someone cares. At the end of the day I guess the only person you have is yourself right? Least that's what I am told I know if you were here you would have better advice.

                                                                -Love always Mitchell

11/18/12

Dear friend,
      Just let it all go. I'm alone again and I'm not just feeling alone I'm actually alone. Yes I have friends but most I can't trust like I can you. I wish you were back so I could get. I wish I could just bottle up my problems in a ballon and just let go but I can't because I keep it all inside. I really wish I kept to my promise of writing you every week but it's hard right now because of my job and trying to spend time with my nom so she will let me stay at my high school. If I have to leave I will have no friends and be that kid who sits alone at lunch and I can't be that because I will cry. But on a better note happy Thanksgiving enjoy your turkey up in the sky.
                                                     -Love always Mitchell

11/8/12

Dear Friend,
      New month, new president, new marriage legal, new everything but same old me. I have been feeling really alone these days sorry I am a little late in writing to you this week been busy. But I guess not that busy because I have been on Tumblr and things I know what can I say obsessed. Sometimes though I feel like internet people are the only ones there for me when I down. Well God to but someones I think he gets tired of my problems which I know is untrue but I still think it. "These are dark times Mr. Potter, there is no denying." I am not really sure why I chose that quote just then maybe because I do feel like our country is a mess right now and I am one too but needless to say I miss you more and more each day.

 -Love always Mitchell