11/28/2013

Dear Friend,
      It's Thanksgiving and It's time to find what you're thankful but it's really hard when you are depressed. Believe me I know I'm privileged too the max but I can't just find myself to be happy with what I have. Objects mean nothing when you have nothing to fill the void, no one to fill that space that you know should be there. I have created this fake persona that doesn't even remember I exist or care but I wish it was true so much that I have all my friends and myself included fooled. I think I need help.
-Love Always Mitchell

09/2/13

Dear Friend, 

     I hate myself. I always mess up the great things I have. I should of known he didn't mean it when he said he loved me on Friday before I got on the plane. But I believed it and said it back and now its falling down.

-Love Always Mitchell

7/7/13

Dear Friend,
      Do you ever want to talk to someone but you feel like you’re bothering them or coming off clingy. Or that you don’t have anything to say, you just want to talk to them. Or you don’t know how to hold a conversation to save your life that would be me and I really only wanna talk to one person and thats Kyle and I hate myself more and more for it.
-Love Always Mitchell

6/30/13

Dear Friend,
     I know you're most likely tired of hearing this but my only problem is Kyle. He is untouchable like a distant diamond sky and I'm caught up in him even though I know he is a jerk. He plays his girlfriend and always comments on how other girls are hot, which yes hurts me to know he is straight but it also hurts me that I called him out on it saying don't you have a girlfriend and his response was she is in Orlando. That's not how it's suppose to be and I really need to get over him because he is a jerk and I can't take obsessing over him much longer.
-Love Always Mitchell

6/25/13

Dear Friend,  

       It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go. I want to tell Kyle that this is how I feel about him but I can't I'm to shy, but I just hope one day I will gather enough courage to tell him and it turns out okay.

-Love Always Mitchell

6/21/2013

Dear Friend,

       This week again has been hectic summer is here! Finally the only thing left of school is the summer assignment and the only drama I have is Kyle. I still can't figure him out he isn't like my usual crushes you know its like Sometimes you meet someone and even though you never liked brown eyes before, their eyes are your favourite colour now and sometimes you meet someone who can make the sickest addictions seem beautiful and sometimes there’s some people you’d rather sit on a couch with and drink some gas station coffee and read your favourite books over and over while you forget that dinners on the stove so it gets burned but you still think it’s delicious anyway.
-Love Always Mitchell

6/2/13

Dear Friend,
     I've finally had time to write to you tonight. Things have been hectic between work and school but tomorrow starts my last week until summer! I am  going to try to write to you at least once a week again because I love going back and reading what happened to me that week later in life. I got my first ticket ever this week and I also messed a pretty promising relationship but that's life. I have down pretty hard for this boy Kyle now though I don't know what it is about him his cockiness or the fact that he is pretty damn attractive but I do know one thing I'm head over heels for him. I really wish I wasn't though because he is straight and has a girlfriend but I can't help it. I think it was a mistake getting him the job with me because I'm depressed when hes not there and i'm sad about him not being with me when he is I don't know I can't wait for summer so I can figure things out. I hope I get a summer thing because I've had nothing but anyways its getting late and I have a history eoc tomorrow morning
-Love Always Mitchell

4/5/13

Dear Friend,
Today is the last day I will be writing to you for a long time I'm grounded my life has fallen apart and I have no where left to go. I got awful grades for quarter 3 and I've lost everything from my parents. Including there trust. However they lost mine as well. I skipped school and I don't know why. I lied about it which made it worse and now I have nothing but work to escape my awful home life all I can say is I need to get out. I need a new life because I'm done with this one. I don't know when and if I'll be back but all I can say Is you have always been here for me and I respect you for that.
-Love Always Mitchell

3/25/13

Dear Friend,
      Today is the day I'm going to start Mancrush Monday so number 1 is Logan Lerman who I have loved forever.

-Love Always Mitchell

3/25/13

Dear Friend,

Musical Monday number 8: Katy Perry Part of Me acoustic :)

-Love Always Mitchell

3/25/13

Dear Friend,
I really hate life again. I'm so tired of my family I can't wait to move out and be on my own. But thats another thing I don't know who I'm going to live with. I'm also be untruthful about this boy Tyler's sexuality to my best friend and its because its the only way I feel good about having a crush on him again. Carley likes his personality so it would be a good couple if only it was real. However I really hope I find someone soon because I'm sinking when I said I wouldn't.
-Love Always Mitchell

3/18/13

Dear Friend,

Musical Monday number 7: All too Well by Taylor Swift
-Love Always Mitchell

03/11/13

Dear Friend,

Musical Monday number 6: Last Goodbye by Ke$ha
-Love Always Mitchell

03/4/13

 Dear Friend,

Musical Monday number 5: Sad by Maroon 5
-Love Always Mitchell

2/26/13

Dear Friend,

      Today's post is about these perfect guys right here. I never really believed that a band could change your life but now I do I don't know how I would do it without these boys right here. They make me feel good about myself when I'm down. I believe that they keep me going every single day. Allstar Weekend are my mentors and best friends at the same time. I've seen them live 3 times now and every time I love them more and more. At the last concert the Last time started playing and I got really emotional because it is the last time I am going to be able to see them and I don't know what I'm gonna do. I hope I'm alright though.

-Love Always Mitchell

2/25/13

Dear Friend,

It's time for Musical Monday todays song is by Ed Sheeran :) MM 4: Give me Love.
-Love always Mitchell

2/21/13

Dear Friend,
Today I'm writing to you from my spanish class. The class where I sit and do nothing all period. I should probably pay attention since spanish is a good skill to learn but I just can't learn from this awful teacher. Life has been really good lately I have some friends that I have become close to they remind me of the group of friends in The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Now all I need is a boyfriend to not let me sink.
-Love Always Mitchell

2/18/2013

Dear Friend,

      Third time of Musical Monday! MM day 3: Stay Rihanna feat. Mikky Ekko
-Love always Mitchell

2/11/13

Dear Friend,
I'm taking a break from musical monday this week because I feel like I've neglected my letters to you. A lot has happened since I last wrote to you and I really feel bad about not telling you. So here it goes, the first information is I got fired from my job from Basils and got rehired at Wendy's fast food for life... Not. Second I went to my Allstar Weekend concert!!! It was the best night of my life and I learned I need to treat Aliyah a lot better because I don't know what I would do without her. I also found a new love for Cute is what we Aim for the lead singer Shaant is so cute. And finally my Mom is getting married on Valentines day. Do I have a Valentine? No and doubt I will for a while because I've been getting more ugly and more ugly as the days go on. Well I have nothing left to say, Perks of being a Wallflower comes out on Dvd tomorrow!!
My inspiration in movie form.
-Love Always Mitchell

2/4/13

Dear Friend,

        Time for the second day of Musical Monday MM day 2: The Last Time Allstar Weekend.
-Love always Mitchell

1/28/13

Dear Friend,

Today I am going to start doing Musical Monday! MM Day 1: Bon Iver: Skinny Love
-Love Always Mitchell

01/25/13

Dear Friend,
I've got it down hard for a boy named Noah. He's straight of course /: which really upsets me but today I said my first words to him which was awesome and to make things even better he was pretty much naked when I did. I just hope he doesn't sink my ship as the anchor.
-Love Always Mitchell

1/24/13

Dear Friend,
I feel like it's been forever but in truth it hasn't. I finally got a Batman jacket in the time frame though. This year is going by so slow. I failed my driving test because I didn't know what a 3-point turn is. Life isn't going to swell for me lately, work sucks, love sucks, life sucks. Please comeback.
-Love always Mitchell

01/17/13

Dear Friend,
Today is birthday it was a really good day I just don't know what to say other than that boring life. I saw Noah and Gavinn today which made me happy :).
Wish you were here but I have a friend over so I need to hang out with her.
-Love always Mitchell

01/10/13

Dear friend,
Sorry friend I've been really busy /: lots of homework and I've been working a lot I'm really stressed with exams coming up and my HOSA project and getting my license I will try to write more though. On a better note Katy Perry won 4 peoples choice awards :D so this picture is in honor of her.
-Love Always Mitchell

01/01/13

Dear Friend,

      New years day today, new me? Not really I wish but no. I really wish I can get a boyfriend this year it would literally be the best I'm so lonely. I have also been thinking of writing an Adventure book (shown below) but I don't know how I would get one. I also bought Lana Del Reys album this week which gives me more music to listen to when I'm alone. And finally the last news is my Step sister Sarah well soon to be step sister went home today which makes me sad because she took away the pain for a little while I really hope she gets to come back because I really do like her and my parents would get married.

- Love always Mitchell