11/28/2013

Dear Friend,
      It's Thanksgiving and It's time to find what you're thankful but it's really hard when you are depressed. Believe me I know I'm privileged too the max but I can't just find myself to be happy with what I have. Objects mean nothing when you have nothing to fill the void, no one to fill that space that you know should be there. I have created this fake persona that doesn't even remember I exist or care but I wish it was true so much that I have all my friends and myself included fooled. I think I need help.
-Love Always Mitchell

7/7/13

Dear Friend,
      Do you ever want to talk to someone but you feel like you’re bothering them or coming off clingy. Or that you don’t have anything to say, you just want to talk to them. Or you don’t know how to hold a conversation to save your life that would be me and I really only wanna talk to one person and thats Kyle and I hate myself more and more for it.
-Love Always Mitchell

6/30/13

Dear Friend,
     I know you're most likely tired of hearing this but my only problem is Kyle. He is untouchable like a distant diamond sky and I'm caught up in him even though I know he is a jerk. He plays his girlfriend and always comments on how other girls are hot, which yes hurts me to know he is straight but it also hurts me that I called him out on it saying don't you have a girlfriend and his response was she is in Orlando. That's not how it's suppose to be and I really need to get over him because he is a jerk and I can't take obsessing over him much longer.
-Love Always Mitchell

6/25/13

Dear Friend,  

       It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go. I want to tell Kyle that this is how I feel about him but I can't I'm to shy, but I just hope one day I will gather enough courage to tell him and it turns out okay.

-Love Always Mitchell

4/5/13

Dear Friend,
Today is the last day I will be writing to you for a long time I'm grounded my life has fallen apart and I have no where left to go. I got awful grades for quarter 3 and I've lost everything from my parents. Including there trust. However they lost mine as well. I skipped school and I don't know why. I lied about it which made it worse and now I have nothing but work to escape my awful home life all I can say is I need to get out. I need a new life because I'm done with this one. I don't know when and if I'll be back but all I can say Is you have always been here for me and I respect you for that.
-Love Always Mitchell

3/25/13

Dear Friend,
      Today is the day I'm going to start Mancrush Monday so number 1 is Logan Lerman who I have loved forever.

-Love Always Mitchell

3/25/13

Dear Friend,

Musical Monday number 8: Katy Perry Part of Me acoustic :)

-Love Always Mitchell

3/25/13

Dear Friend,
I really hate life again. I'm so tired of my family I can't wait to move out and be on my own. But thats another thing I don't know who I'm going to live with. I'm also be untruthful about this boy Tyler's sexuality to my best friend and its because its the only way I feel good about having a crush on him again. Carley likes his personality so it would be a good couple if only it was real. However I really hope I find someone soon because I'm sinking when I said I wouldn't.
-Love Always Mitchell

3/18/13

Dear Friend,

Musical Monday number 7: All too Well by Taylor Swift
-Love Always Mitchell

03/11/13

Dear Friend,

Musical Monday number 6: Last Goodbye by Ke$ha
-Love Always Mitchell

2/26/13

Dear Friend,

      Today's post is about these perfect guys right here. I never really believed that a band could change your life but now I do I don't know how I would do it without these boys right here. They make me feel good about myself when I'm down. I believe that they keep me going every single day. Allstar Weekend are my mentors and best friends at the same time. I've seen them live 3 times now and every time I love them more and more. At the last concert the Last time started playing and I got really emotional because it is the last time I am going to be able to see them and I don't know what I'm gonna do. I hope I'm alright though.

-Love Always Mitchell

1/24/13

Dear Friend,
I feel like it's been forever but in truth it hasn't. I finally got a Batman jacket in the time frame though. This year is going by so slow. I failed my driving test because I didn't know what a 3-point turn is. Life isn't going to swell for me lately, work sucks, love sucks, life sucks. Please comeback.
-Love always Mitchell

01/17/13

Dear Friend,
Today is birthday it was a really good day I just don't know what to say other than that boring life. I saw Noah and Gavinn today which made me happy :).
Wish you were here but I have a friend over so I need to hang out with her.
-Love always Mitchell